Jeanne Fournier

I thought it was the most beautiful thing in the world. Something that will make me happy like in the movies. But you already know that it's fiction which is not real. Like a child, I believe in their fabulous love stories with happy endings. Actually I wanted to give the benefit of the doubt for this theory. Of course everything went horrible like in a little girl's nightmare. When I first said the «3 words» I actually didn’t think of the magnitude of these words. They are very powerful and you can't really know this power until you feel this deep emotion for 3 simple words.  Sometimes, there’s love at first sight, a rare kind of love who can match two people just with eye contact. Again this is not rare in the movies because it is exactly something unreal, a prewritten text with actors who are so good that they can make us believe it is real. Then why in my deep soul do I still believe in this fantasy? It hurts more than everything to give every part of your heart to someone who actually will break your heart. I do not explain myself so easily but I'm sure there’s more than me who wants to share their feelings. I'm always asking my brain if I did something wrong to be left like a pitty cat on the road.. With you I was at peace, something I think heaven will give me. Why do you have to break our connection, our relation and our happiness? Well I thought you were happy.. And now I don't know a single thing. «Te amo» you said. But why tell me you love me if you don't want me in your life? In your family? In your future? You are not the first person to make me cry in my bed every night but, I think you're the one I wish to keep with me. The one I want to live my teenage life with because yes we are young but hell we want to have fun.